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enemies of the Heir, beware! you’ll be next, mudbloods!

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when i listen to boys’ bullshhhh😊

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sometimes the sunlight can be your natural make up tool; it makes your face looks flawless. sun is one of a kind, people👋🏼 plus, a samsung phone camera lol. makes your face looks amazeball

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don’t be sorry for posting picture with the same outfit same place as you’ve posted before. don’t be sorry for not having an aesthetic instagram feed. don’t be sorry for being you. don’t be sorry for doing what you love.

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accidentally vintage-y

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for the past few weeks, i’ve been dealing with massive anxiety and self doubt. the thoughts of “i am not good enough”, and “i am a failure” kept haunting me every single day. let’s face it, reality is hard, exhausting, and boring most of the time. i have sought too many advices about what should i do and what i should not. i didn’t know how….. . until i stopped thinking about it. self-acceptance is not something i can think about logically, not something i can grab, and hang on my wall so it can be 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. no. . 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒆𝒕. it’s all about mindset. from the moment i wake up, i set everything to be up to me; my emotions, my thoughts, my perceptions, everything. i set them all to be positive. to be failed on something is make sense (meaning there’s something better awaits), to have weight more than you want to does make sense, having pimples or acnes or freckles is make sense, so is having a big nose or small eyes or darker skin color. they all make sense. embrace them. be unique, be different. . to take those anxiety and self-doubt away from you is not easy, but up until now, i always release myself from negative thoughts that hold me back. and accept who i am. i know it is easier said than done, but again, everything is up to you. do something you have always wanted to do. treat each of your day as a blessing—an opportunity to evolve yourself. do not let others box you into their idea of what they think you should be. set clear boundaries with people who do not value and accept you as who you are. . be you, be live, and be free. . UDAH CERITA PANJANG LEBAR ADA YANG BACA SAMPE SINI GA? HEHE :(

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i’m not the one you’ll lead up the stairwell cause i dont need my other half since i’m not a half

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two little too fragile souls.

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feet unable to step flat on the ground, but well #shortgirlproblems

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you do you

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bawa tumbler dan sedotan sendiri. #noplasticstraws #noplasticplease

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peachy.

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if you listen carefully, you hear me not caring.

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+ these past two and a half weeks has been superb! working in a foreign company with people from all around the world. not the athletes though, but still. if only i have the power to turn back the time, i would repeat this event over and over again. don’t mind the sweats as long as i’m provided with healthy meals without MSGs lol #teteup. also my fellow friends at this internship program, i have missed you all since the second i left Main Stadium that night, 30 minutes before Closing Ceremony ended. i hope we could spend few hours of our lives for more than reminiscing all the things we’ve done back then. also dear International Games Broadcasts Services, thank you for choosing and hiring me to be one of your staffs in this prestigious event. Cheers! (seumur-umur magang ya cuma ini yang paling luar biasa. luar biasa pegelnya, keringetnya, gerahnya, dan capeknya. kayanya axis ini w jadi atlet deh HAHAH #gakdeng. se sedih itu #asiangames2018 udah selesai. 2,5 minggu kerja ga berasa sama sekali tau tau udah selesai aja.)

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biar seru.

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+ special thanks to: - God, Glory to Him, the Exalted - family, especially mom and dad - sir Michael Aaron Tuori, as the best lecturer in my uni life (also my #1 fan, he said) - my fellow IBM Global Class 2018 classmates, we made it! - also everyone who i did not mention in this post, you know how much you mean to me. thank you💜 mua: my own sister -> @aisyabil. go give her some loves

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+ we couldn’t even fully open our eyes when we laugh at each other’s, eh?

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+ my ctrl + F5. thank you for the super quick gateway, b! 297 miles (482 kms) only for this girl right here.

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+ sudah ada sejak 9 tahun yang lalu.

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+ all i see is green.

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+ happy me.

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+ alhamdulillah... glory be to God for all the blessings He has given to me neither He will stop. thank you to everyone who has supported and taught me in my journey especially my family. to my thesis partner @barbiesjunk, thank you for the blood, sweat, and tears you’ve put in our work, for being one of my best friend. (i want jeffry:( lmao) to @kevinandristo, thank you so much for always be there for me 24/7. for knowing how to handle me, for supporting me, you’re the best cheerleader to be honest. to @harold201, @albertbrilliant, thank you for showering my thesis life with full of laughter tho lol. also congrats you guysss!! for BNEC babes, thank you so much for the 2 years of togetherness, you guys extraordinary! last but not least, thank you to all of my classmates. our hard-work has finally paid off!

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+ i’m 99% always up to no good lol

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+ i don’t really like looking at the camera but i also want to be in frame its confusing

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+ animals are better than you.

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+ my love.

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+ i just told myself don't look down, but i did it anyway